I'm stressed to the climax

Alhamdulillah I'm very happy to be selected for the interview for the PHD scholarship next year, yes, syukur...I'm grateful to the merciful Allah...just like any other normal human beings, I'm happy and stressed to the climax all at the same time..on top of all..dah jam..i cant think @ study @ read anymore..sumtimes i feel satisfied with my proposal, at other times i feel like my proposal is still lack of needed and important information here and there..and yet my brain is now out of order hahahaha..it's not functioning very well..well, it's like a broken monitor, it goes blank and blank although you have already hit the 'switch-on' button many many times...if possible, you feel like throwing the monitor against the wall, see it broken into small pieces and go the shop the next day to get the new one..if only we can treat our precious brain like that..kan senang hahahaha...it is what happening to me now..thou i've read the journals many times already, my mind still registers zero input!!! Arghhhhhh! All i wanna do now is to linger on a drive, shopping, catch a movie or two, sipping a cup of mocha latte chill, savoring warm spicy cinnamon rolls at Cinnabon, buy new shoes, get my facial treatment, and most importantly, get a body massage...uhhhhhh the body massage sounds just perfect, so very tempting...my body needs to be pampered as well hwaaaaaa....This interview has really driven me crazy..i'm a crazy woman now, salivating for the scholarship, it's killing me inside..stab my heart with a sharp knife it is...and i'm so very weak to do anything about it kakakaka...just now i got a call from my friend who went for the interview today..she said the panel had shot her with back-to-back killing questions, condemning her proposal by saying that the proposal is so sketchy for a phd proposal..errrr if a good proposal like my friend's is sketchy, then what will the panel say about mine when they see it tomorrow...huaaaaaaa takutttttt....i can feel the butterflies in stomach already, and my fingers is so numb and yet it is still Tuesday! Kalau tomorrow, i'm fainted la kot! Dear friends and readers, please pray for me ye...kalau tak dapat tahun ni, tahun depan mieza ketar lutut lagi la jawabnya...

Kalau day and nite dah stress maknanya stress 360 days or 8640 hours or 518400 minutes a year lah ye...heheeh


This is how my face looks like rite now...opppss no, it doesn't look like this..it looks uglier hahahaha


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